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You remember all those nights? Barley living, always struggle to survive If I had a time vault, which I don't, I bet id see the future and it wouldn't bright Yeah, I guess that's the way it is I don't even really know, I don't feel like a kid The kid ain't really kidding Kids like us don't wanna live We stuck up in this nightmare and it feels like it's never gonna end I just changed my whole perspective I only change when you're around Just to get that love and affection The things i'd give to hear your sound I just changed my whole perspective I only change when you're around Just to get that love and affection The things i'd give to hear your sound Changed so much, don't know who I am Can't find me cause i'm buried in the sand Can't find me cause I left me when I was ten I'm not a man, i'm trying to make amends yeah But I can't, no no no But I can't, woah woah woah But I can't, no no no But I can't, woah woah woah Can you stop the games? Can you even hear me? can you hear my pain? Can you hear my voice? Do I have to scream your name? It's okay, cause I got someone to blame There's a circle, and it's making me feel left out At least i'm not caged At least i'm not broken Well, at least i'm not fake At least I had your back when you played all your plays At least I did everything to keep you safe, nah You never did the same for me, and that's messed up You never made me feel like we the next ones I'm not even sure if i'm special Am I special? Are we special? I just changed my whole perspective I only change when you're around Just to get that love and affection The things i'd give to hear your sound I just changed my whole perspective I only change when you're around Just to get that love and affection The things i'd give to hear your sound Changed so much, don't know who I am Can't find me cause i'm buried in the sand Can't find me cause I left me when I was ten I'm not a man, i'm trying to make amends, yeah But I can't, no no no But I can't, woah woah woah But I can't, no no no But I can't, woah woah woah In in the sunlight, broken In in the sunlight, broken In in the sunlight, broken In in the sunlight, broken