cold and lonely (feat. Epidemic Outrage & A.B)

I had to go and get my bag Sit that girl right in the back I can't get attached Different woman yeah I'm living my dreams Imma go an get it Everything I have envisioned Pictures all these bags like Christmas Money man I'm from the trenches And I'm living, and I'm willing to do what I got to do to be happy I want my cash, please She put me on the gram and at me I block her baby don't be mad at me Cold and lonely The world can overthrow me And I would never listen to you No no no no Hell if you want me Then maybe you should find me Baby I can tell you the truth How I feel right now It's just the way the waves Come crashing down In the mountains you move It's the pain from the past You hold in the ground Oh it's gone But it's a memory held in you Been a week since I left I been feeling better I never really thought That I'd get my life together Yeah some weak moments But I get through the hard weather I want to text you But I remember the letter I wrote That came from the heart Wrote that at the time You were tearing me apart Yeah you gave me scars You were playing hard Now there's nothing left But this puddle of rain I left last night up in the dark Cold and lonely The world can overthrow me And I would never listen to you No no no no Hell if you want me Then maybe you should find me Baby I can tell you the truth How I feel right now It's just the way the waves Come crashing down In the mountains you move It's the pain from the past You hold in the ground Oh it's gone But it's a memory held in you I Wish I didn't lie I ain't even better I'm hurting deep inside I wish you got my letter You tore me to pieces yet I still want you forever I left because she better Haven't loved you ever since I wrote that stupid letter Cause while I wrote that letter you tore me just like I'm leather Been attached to that girl I loved in may But until she comes back imma stay real far away Cause you're the devil you torture me every single day