i should've said this months ago

I should've said this months ago Good luck when you leave your home I know it's hard out there I did what I did, cause I was scared No I know it isn't fair, no You can kick me down the stairs, leave me in the blood and tears All you wanna do is shatter all my bones and let them tear And I understand your anger, after everything I smeared Every promise that's been given doesn't last And i'm sorry that I broke mine in the past Seeing someone get with someone that you love really hurts And you know that you hurt me really bad I guess we both had it coming to each other I guess we both had a lot of pain due And i'm sorry I didn't turn out as your lover Only because we were both very rude Take responsibility for what you've done I know that's hard to do Wish we could've done it together Cause I have trouble with it too Every promise that's been given doesn't last And i'm sorry that I broke mine in the past Seeing someone get with someone that you love really hurts And you know that you hurt me really bad I guess we both had it coming to each other I guess we both had a lot of pain due And i'm sorry I didn't turn out as your lover Only because we were both very rude You can you listen But you don't know what you want It is fine, but before all this I gave you what you wanted But a blunt, I want you to go be happy, not just when you're having "fun" When you're having fun