june 6th 2021

Im hoping this goodbye doesn't last long I feel so guilty Even tho you're wrong I wrote this letter but ill put it in a song Jackson sitting in the other room While I cry all night long And he knows something is off Cause my mood And my face And my hurt The disgrace What I've learned Is to keep it all to yourself And don't share it with nobody else You feel the pain cause you're stuck in a shell You marinate til it burns you to hell I swear, you broke me I gave you my heart You just provoked me Is it hard to accept who I am? I'm not perfect, still im learning, im a man Yeah you want me to rot And i'm running out of paper Don't leave any blank spots Get a string and tie this up in a knot Just so you know that it's special Hang it up as a prop, no you'll just let it go Yeah you bring me so low And i'm running out of paper Go and get on my phone and type it up in the Notes And send it to you on snap, it'll take day to text back And then you'll just write back, that you don't even care Couple days I was going insane I couldn't even think with my brain I was so hurt with what you say I was so caught up in the pain So I didn't even care about myself Not my mother, no one else Only you, yeah just yourself To boost your ego Make you feel like you all that When you knew i'd say anything just to get you on my back Cause were all that I have had Yeah you want me to rot And i'm running out of paper Don't leave any blank spots Get a string and tie this up in a knot Just so you know that it's special Hang it up as a prop, no you'll just let it go Yeah you bring me so low And i'm running out of paper Go and get on my phone and type it up in the Notes And send it to you on snap, it'll take day to text back And then you'll just write back, that you don't even care