nate

Life isn't always what it seems We're blinded by our hatred negatives You were right there And I am right here And everything you were just disappears I know the past is the past And that stuff never lasts but It lasted with us because you passed away and i'm just Sitting here, when you passed away, I went to check our texts Saw you tried to say sorry But I didn't hit you back I hated you for what you did But I hope you somehow, someway know that I forgive And I hope you know that i'm sorry too Cause I would hate on you every chance I got Wished things upon you I taught you I'd be lying if I said I wasn't glad Cause, I know you have more happiness then you've ever had Right, I could read our last fight Could've texted last night Could've put it past us but im too stubborn and selfish And honestly, I need help and everything with aunisty wouldn't have happened if you was still my dawg I could see it all Only kid that liked me in the hall, except for aunisty But she was fake and you were real behind that wall I could still hate you but hating easy I'd rather just make this right And leave where it will be And where it always will I'll never have the chance to tell you how I feel I could've sent you a text I could've fixed what was wrong Instead of being like that Life isn't always what it seems We're blinded by our hatred negatives You were right there And I am right here And everything you were just disappears I won't move on I won't move on I won't move on I won't move on I won't move on I won't move on I won't move on I won't move on I swear to god, no