please tell me that i'm fine

Too many sips in my stomach Too many sips from that drank Too many girls in my mind Took off to another place You a chapter in my life That hits pause and then resumes Took off, yeah i'm on my grind Until I lose someone like you I know it's hard to let go When you love them And they don't And you know And you show it on the phone Yeah that anger Yeah that groan The tears in your throat It is hard to know When you should let go Please tell me that I am fine Yeah I swear I'm okay I've acted like nothings happened I realized that's so strange I act so emotionless Maybe cause I am scared to change I don't wanna be the type of guy to date Then leave the next day Yeah I'm fine yeah I'm okay I don't wanna be that guy, no I won't change Nothing has happened, it's nothing that strange I live on an island, yeah I'm overseas I'll fine someone better, that's a sure thing But I don't know when When will this pain end? Ask yourself when you look at the mirror When you play pretend I'm fed up Gotta get this money Yeah I get this bread up Talking like i'm trash But if i'm so trash That just means you surely suck Yeah I know Distracted on my phone so I don't know where to go Get out my phone girl, i'm writing in my notes And that's the only thing that's helped me cope Not no girl, not no fam Only the little fans I have And that's the plan To grow the fam With the fans Please tell me that I am fine Yeah I swear I'm okay I've acted like nothings happened I realized that's so strange I act so emotionless Maybe cause I am scared to change I don't wanna be the type of guy to date Then leave the next day Yeah I'm fine yeah I'm okay I don't wanna be that guy, no I won't change Nothing has happened, it's nothing that strange