shooting stars

The things that I been through, y'all would never know Always hating and complaining, it just goes to show All my life been lookin for some answers Life been treating me like cancer Fourteen years of searching can't get myself out this pot hole Used to come home wondering where the lights? Used to see my dad on the floor, so high Used to cry in my garage, that was every night Thank you dad, you put me through the worst years of my life Seven years, abused everyday Another dude he was there for me in some way That's some you barely did! You failed as a father Now it seems you're drifting farther Choosing someone else's daughter Try to turn me against my mom, just like that? Twist me up, all your "facts?" That's all wack and you know it Say you love me but you barely even show it You are not my dad Drugs took away the great father that I had Can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shootin' stars? I could really use a wish right now, wish right now, wish right now Can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shootin' stars? I could really use a wish right now, wish right now, wish right now I sit in silence with my thoughts and my dreams Thinking "what's the point?" like this ain't gon get streams But then I remember that's not what really matters Getting all this off my chest is saving me from the shatter, oh My whole family broke Like how we here, used to heat up from the kitchen stove Used to eat Coco Puffs from the bag ain't no milk for the bowl Been fighting my whole life for some light in my home I remember telling Barnes what really got me down I told her what is on, then I looked up with a frown We always out barley living yeah we scrounge While my dad was getting high Didn't even know if we were dead or alive It ain't a big surprise He shows up then acts like he been part of our lives You are not my dad Drugs took away the great father that I had Can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shootin' stars? I could really use a wish right now, wish right now, wish right now Can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shootin' stars? I could really use a wish right now, wish right now, wish right now