the promise that made me realize

Unmotivated to get out my bed, feel like there's nothing left My stomach aches from all these meds Imaginary friends say you're wrong, there's much to get I don't believe that yet I sit here, no one comes to check If i'm okay, yeah Knowing there's no one to talk to really stings You search and look, and then you find but they don't bring That source of comfort that you so desperately need Cause they don't care no, they don't care And I promised that one day that I would find a way To keep on going, never lose and finally find a change But since now that it is all gone it's finally bright as day That I ain't even lose you, you just lost me Come to me, cause I'm found by death And loving me while my minds a mess Could hurt you so, put to the test I rome alone, till minds affect I cut my soul to make god elect A precious girl to keep me down Mom told me don't make a sound Cause one day they would come around Those words hurt, man it feels like I am dying Some words lurk breaking down leads me to crying And words learned makes me wanna go out lying Oh, but I will never lie And I promised that one day that I would find a way To keep on going, never lose and finally find a change But since now that it is all gone it's finally bright as day That I ain't even lose you, you just lost me You can't hide You can't hide You can't hide You can't hide You're a loser in disguise And you've lost your way inside No more lies No more lies No more lies No more lies You tortured me mentally And you'll finally pay the price And I promised that one day that I would find a way To keep on going, never lose and finally find a change But since now that it is all gone it's finally bright as day That I ain't even lose you, you just lost me Let the bullies be bullies, while they push us to success Let the goofys be goofys, they won't ever get a check Let the haters go hate, they giving more what's barely left I have learned from mistakes, now i'm better than the rest