who i am

Blankets gotta cover Every bone to protect structure And that structure is our friendship Cause it's really like no other And i've tried No I haven't I just lied But I want you so bad It's so hard to let you by Without a "hi" And "I love you" "Don't go leave me for that guy" But I don't, because I can't And everybody leaves no matter what So in the end, it ends So what's the point in trying this? Temporary happiness? An addicting masochist But it's just pain, happy less I wanna go drink so bad that my eyes crawl out their bags Man Im missing what we had I had some and then none of you I'm missing all the lovely laughs Every convo that we have Just turns out brutally sad I fumbled the biggest bag Everyday that I wake up I try to go back to sleep Cause I don't like living Lately I been feeling like a sneeze Satisfied, but really sick and tired, you know what I mean? I mean like, yeah i'm tired but this is real, this isn't just a dream So I gotta go Keep making these audios And my audience, I said adios For "happiness" Well, there it goes Like wham Like that, left up in the sand She say "let go of my hand" I said "I can't, i'm not a man, you cannot leave, you're who I am" I survived natural disasters, family fights With broken platters Can't survive a broken heart? Now, that is cap, but what's left after? Is what hurts, cause there's nothing It's a blur, every girl just isn't her And if it's her, then it's worse I wanna go drink so bad that my eyes crawl out their bags Man Im missing what we had I had some and then none of you I'm missing all the lovely laughs Every convo that we have Just turns out brutally sad I fumbled the biggest bag Everyday that I wake up I try to go back to sleep Cause I don't like living Lately I been feeling like a sneeze Satisfied, but really sick and tired, you know what I mean? I mean like, yeah i'm tired but this is real, this isn't just a dream I wanna go drink so bad that my eyes crawl out their bags Man Im missing what we had I had some and then none of you I'm missing all the lovely laughs Every convo that we have Just turns out brutally sad I fumbled the biggest bag Everyday that I wake up I try to go back to sleep Cause I don't like living Lately I been feeling like a sneeze Satisfied, but really sick and tired, you know what I mean? I mean like, yeah i'm tired but this is real, this isn't just a dream