Ventin

CK, Might be the realest shit I ever wrote Dirty water shit Been too many shiny days, that's how you know when it's gone rain I do this shit to vent, don't give a f*ck about the fame But it probably would be lit if the whole world knew my name See that come with disrespect and I'm quick to cock it and aim Tired of falling inlove cause loyalty never the same. Never on the same page end with betrayal and pain Niggas betray you too but that's just apart of the game Know the ones that I can trust and know the ones here for the name Used to speak everyday, to now we don't even speak But that's cool ain't no beef, you can put the blame on me If you my dawg then you my brother so what made you change on me But it's crazy if I made it today everything on me Was forced to step in that street, if you don't do it you weak Niggas focused on j's shit I was focused on cleats Spent some time at the bottom when all I seen was defeat Now it's eyes on the sunset toes in the sand on the beach Niggas stop fucking wit me, over a piece of paper You support me then stand on it, don't turn to a hater Like btw thanks for nothing can't f*ck with petty behaviors Make that money stay humble, never let money make ya See the world where it's still new too me Town getting spooky swear I'm tired of reading these eulogies Idolizing rappers poppin perkys ain't for you too see Niggas don't wanna ball they'll rather Get cut like charcuteries Cut the grass started noticing all the snakes around... (I promise) Think im a fucking alcoholic I been sippin on that henny with no chaser now... (No chasers) Ones that seen me at my lowest stayed loyal so I know that they gone stay around... (Forever) And if a nigga violate I got some dogs that won't hesitate to chase em down... (No they won't hesitate to chase em down) So what you tryna do... what you tryna do Man I swear to fucking god I just be Ventin.... Ventin .... venting Can't even lie I fucking cried when cousin went to jail Free Stan till it's backwards swear I just wish em well Go back in time I throw all my quarters in wishing wells So the first time he see his son he won't go back on cells All eyes on me now, sleeping on the kid open ya eyes so y'all can see now The studio calling only place that I wanna be now Been in the lab, I don't got time to be in them streets now I do it for the kids without chances I do it for the kids still smiling fighting cancers Tryna find love with a heart that been damaged Like looking up to the sky and never finding them answers Say you don't care but I know you waiting on me to care Think yo attitude bad, watch how I meet you there On a while nother level you can't see from here It's hard looking at the one you love and all you can see is fear Loyalty questioned when you don't sign for a lifetime Thank you god I'm on my right mind I'd be lying if I didn't see it from both sides Failed at agreements so it's time yo cut all the soul ties But it's cool cause i know I'll be the one To make it out the city when I do know imma run Never looking back I'm like the hood forest gump Staying level headed preparing for all the bumps On this road to success, if you hate it's a threat Not a killa don't test, ain't aiming below the neck Only goal is the best and never end up like the rest Put my pain in this music is how I cope with the stress If I don't we exterminating, controlling the pest Maybe cussing out TMZ and take shots at the press And ion really talk my shit, just had some shit on my chest They saying CK up next I been here where y'all been at So what you tryna do Like, what you tryna do Man I swear to fucking god I just be ventin... ventin... ventin Look, I promise y'all can feel my pain if y'all just listen