Feelin' Blue

Feels so very strange That it could be this way Now I'm so afraid Why won't you stay Did you ever love me The way that I love you This negativity, keeps me feeling blue I've been feeling lost When I look at the stars Really thought that you, had my heart Hoping I could restart But every time it falls apart Maybe it's just not ment to be Feel like I'm destined to be lonely I try to have hope But life is always like nope I tend to get angry at myself I should be used to this by now Broken promises, broken memories Leads to a more broken me Feeling more and more empty Feeling less and less worthy I hope this isn't my destiny I hope in the future I'll find somebody All I have are these memories And they draining all my energy Cause all it is is negativity Try to keep a good mentality But it all just Feels so very strange That it could be this way Now I'm so afraid Why won't you stay Did you ever love me The way that I love you This negativity, keeps me feeling blue I'm the guy you been wishing for But when I show up you close the door I don't know what to do anymore Spilled my feelings all over the floor Just so I could get ignored It's the same just like before Like all the ex's You left me in the trenches So the next time it will be different When I take a step onto the pavement My feelings will be vacant I'll be careful where I place it I'm running out of patience I'm locked down onto these chains And they keep on bringing me pain It's so hard to stay sane When all you want to do is put a bullet in your brain Try to tell myself it's okay Yeah it's okay You'll move on and see some better days But there's another side like no way yeah no way Another girl lied to your face I'm feeling empty I just have one question Why doesn't anyone love me Feels so very strange That it could be this way Now I'm so afraid Why won't you stay Did you ever love me The way that I love you This negativity, keeps me feeling blue