Giving Up

Think I'm ready to end it all, I dont really want to live I keep tryna stand tall, but it just leads to the same shit Same heartbreak same tears Same heartache same fears My futures unclear I'm just going downhill Just want to disappear Want to find somebody real But yet I'm still here I'm still so fucking broke I'm still feeling alone Still searching for my soul Don't know where I should go I hope I make it home Tell me the truth why you speaking these lies I see the truth when I stare in your eyes Left me so cold, yeah I'm frozen like ice Know it's not good to hold these feelings inside Waiting for the day that I breakdown and cry How can I live when I don't feel alive f*ck How can I live when I don't feel alive I keep running away It's just not the same Tryna find my way Tryna find my place Do you feel my pain? I'm feeling so numb, honestly I'm just fucking done F*ck love f*ck everyone Trapped in my mind like a prison Tell me stay what's the reason My heart is so broken Only thing that loves me are these fucking demons I'm dying I'm fucking dying can't you see You tell me to hang on but it's just fucking killing me You tell me to stay strong but I'm just feeling empty Maybe when I'm dead someone will finally love me