Beyond Me

This is beyond me I'm talking the goals ahead is beyond me I'm talking the fussing and fighting's beyond me I'm saying no more of this, this is beyond me You get it, you spit back at me Got bumps on the road, like acne I'm running down field like an athlete Sometimes, I run into tragedy Get it when good is happening Smile on my face, can't even tell the closes person to me what's happening This is dream, it gotta be That lemonchello make you say hello My game is so smooth, like Carmelo Niggas shaky like they jello Niggas soft like they pillow Don't you look out that window I peeped lil shawty now I'm in trouble Treat these niggas like a game of trouble Monopolize, don't roll a double 3 Times, gave the warning sign The storms hit me all at one time I remember once upon a time, I was always coming short a dime Bitches like to cross the boarder line Then they mad when you hit decline Zig Zag, can't stay in line You wanna lead, but you far behind So This is beyond me (Okay) The goals, you can't retain, the blind can see (Talk yo shit young nigga) I'm talking to you my nigga, I gotta be (Talk that shit young nigga!) The balls you call yourself having's beyond me (Sheesh!) BHM! It really don't make a difference Time and time again I done poured out my heart but you didn't listen I just can't help it I'm sorry I'm hurtin it's starting to feel more like a sickness I don't know what happened I'm legally blind I ain't no way I could be the witness Hit a lick do the dishes I came up from the trenches Had to learn water whippin It's lean in my kidneys I know they gone feel me My flow they might steal it My plate need a million I'm makin a killin They hatin a nigga They say I'm too realer I'm numb to the feelin Hit a lick it ain't stealin Flee the scene tired squealin I know I'm the villain I can't snitch ain't no tellin Do my time like I'm Melly Bad Lil bih drive a Chevy We had met at the Telly And I gave her rounds like we watching mayweather She love me to death we just can't stay together Got too many problems they ain't gettin better I turnt in the fossit my diamonds still wetter Won't rat on my niggas not even for cheddar I'm fuxkin her face even tho I just met her She told me she love me I told her she better (Hm, you better) I'm just tryna do right Roll me a blunt and take flight Outta mind once you get outta sight The dark always gone come to the light I been just tryna do right Roll me a blunt and take flight Outta mind once you get outta sight The dark always gone come to the light Eaaaa Uh huh Lowkey