Dark Place

I take a good look inside to see if I can see what you can see I take an uber drive, ride em around to see who imma meet They tend to act surprised come outta that shell, it's a whole world to see They put everything against me And misery loves company I'm trying to go find it, I'm trying to dig deep Trying to find my way to the deep sea I struggle to see what you see Cuz what you see probably not even me The pain that I hide, I keep it deep Cuz even the closet play it creep Hmm, cut em off they decreased I'm trained to not stop til it's all complete It wasn't your doubts that was stopping me Cuz a nigga know I got the flows Going with the flow is the biggest thing apart of me I was viewed as the golden boy prodigy Golden boy ain't so golden state, is it? Niggas show when they see that you winning Niggas go, when they see that you climbing Won't give you yo credit, won't pay you yo homage The ones that had looked out, it's up bro I promise I break this shit done to a molecule science I get all my blessings, I point to the highest Don't think cuz you yellin' don't think you the mightiest (Yeah) Moment of silence Moment of silence I'm bout kill all these niggas I'm strapped with my hittas We come thru to blow it down I'm getting sick of these wanna be gangstas they wavin a flag scared to buss a round I'm clutching glizzys and Draco's I move like a Soulja these chopped make music now I dug myself in a hole now I can't find my shovel I'm just tryna make it out I lost my heart to the streets my feelings so numb I'm so tired of fakin smiles Gave her my heart watches her take it out Roll up a blunt I'm so faded now In way too deep I can't make it out Searchin for peace but it can't be found Tried to speak up I can't make a sound Can't even tell if it smile or frown Coulda been king but I lost my crown Sometimes you f*ck down when you hold it down You can replace anything but time They want the shine but don't want the grind Too many times thought bout suicide In a dark place lookin for the light I keep glizzy it's on my right I'm bout cruise off into the night Spark up the loud ima take a flight Don't plan on coming back down tonight