904 Raised

I could never go back to how I used to be At the same time I'm not gone pretend to be I'm just be how I tend to be That's to be a better person each and everyday Why frustrated Just because you see another person make it Know the story before the glory you'll appreciate it Times can get tough pray to God and keep grinding Most importantly remain humble stay faithful I think truly started writing as a teenager I wrote rhymes just for fun back in elementary But right now It just seems different Let you tell it I may have changed start acting funny I'm on a different path you can't see the drawing Trap myself in a room just to be alone Ironically I hate being alone Sometimes I wish she can get it in her f***ing dome I'm sorry if you feel that I'm in the wrong I just wanna feel loved so I can feel right I dish so much love I don't feel right Ain't no hold me tight Ain't no kiss goodnight You suck the love outta me like a parasite I feel so angry I can't help but being f***ing nice Now I gotta smile Pretend that I'm alright Lord knows I cry and cry my soul away I ask the Lord how much more is it to take Please Lord please take the pain away I'm feeling lost right now show me the way Look me dead in the face Do I look like I care I'm trynna make sure that sister got some food on her plate I'm hungry for y'all get that mash with that steak Praying on my soul I can catch that big break Established 1997 Born into the s*** that made you turn into a savage They reconcile with pain poisoned by they blinded madness And through my own madness I been working on my patiences Waiting for the day that I can scream out momma we made it And scream out daddy we made it And scream baby we made it Cannot let the faith be faded The last time I talked to God was some time ago Not proud of some past it weighs my conscious low I bet it's made of pure steel but still knocking down doors It's red pill or blue pill which one you gone choose You better pick your poison boy cuz either way you gone lose Holla She gone shake it for a dollar Making any moves necessary to make her way into college Get that knowledge Let's be honest you knock the woo down now she honest Had some major setbacks I had to Get my mind right then I had to Focus on the goal that I had to Go and get this money B**** I had to B**** I had to Reevaluate these moves those were bad moves Had to step it up a knotch that I had to Yeah I had to Go and get it for myself cant rely on favors Faith is dead without works that's what God tell us Can't believe all the s*** that he's put me through But he said there won't be more than you can handle For a minute and a second I was a lil dismantled I think I come to realize that I cracked in pressure Let the voices get into me when the times had mattered Now they on me like LeBron's record in the finals Damn where they do that at Everyday I'm not in a game I'm putting on these packs So let em know these heavy hitters putting them to rest On my dear Bessie