MOMENT TO SPEAK

I'm just Trynna get some shut eye Ain't Trynna hear all night when you cry I need cleansing to my soul like I'm in of need chloride Dip me in the water, I close my eyes & I Watch the old me fly by On to different things, climbing, reaching different scenes I try to talk my 2 cents to you, & I'm speaking Japanese, I try so hard not to lemon Squeeze Lemme calm down Okay, I'm calm now Learning how to filter thru emotions is a dog pound Learning it don't matter right or wrong, I'm in the dog pound It matters to the people only when it's time to come out Here's the outcome, I start to see the people that you thought you had, you got none I start to see the balls you thought you had, lil nigga ain't got none Ain't that a big pun? Pause... They say my flow gotta be heaven sent Yo shit ain't average, you underrated Talented, you just not glamorous You take a peek inside the past to be an analyst So tell me why the f*ck it's you that cannot handle this? Maybe discovering you, my nigga ain't innocent Shoe fly devil, but I tell you I got hella sense It be funny when they insulting your intelligence, just to be relevant, or to be proved Correct Tell a bitch when you come, you gotta come correct I played the nice guy role, saw it was incorrect I tried to rewind forward, so I can come correct That's what you call a check Collecting checks comes with dosage of reality The tragedy, you think it's sweet, gotta come out of that fantasy I'm coming from a place where there is no fan to see