Desperate

Yea Surfer Look, Thinking bout my daughter (yea) I swear I’m tryna make it, if I don’t baby I’m sorry Look I know I’m still your father I gotta do it smarter Yea I’m out fuckin wit P Cause we be out here til tomorrow Look I been a wreck (been a wreck), crying in my shower (yea) I gotta borrow money, I’m asking every hour Like what the f*ck you expect, I want the money & power I hate when I send a text I’m begin’, Feel like a coward (yea) I see the way you look at me, like I went to Howard This world ain’t being good to me I’m tryna see what happen (what happened) People that be close to me I feel like that I’m stabbin em Cause I all I want is money, I’ll pay to see you happy What the f*ck you talkin (talkin) I’m thinking (yea), like how the f*ck I get this way (get this way) I got to sleep I pray to god that it’s a different day (yea) I love my brother love my family in a different way (yea) I’m done talking (done talkin) I swear to god bitch I’m desperate Bitch I’m desperate This shit is stressful Fuckin’ help me Yea My people steadily dying (yea) I want for them to see me make it Shit making me tired Like how can I feel excited (yea) We losing to this virus My cousin just passed away & thinking lookin what happened (rest in peace baby) I ain’t never did this shit (yea) Anthony I love you (love you), *** babe I love you (yea) I know what I do is pressure, I really don’t want a medal These niggas thinking I’m special I tell em I’m in depression (I’m focused) Wait a minute (yea), free my brother Jalen He telling me to keep it focus but focused is what they hated (I know they do) Yea, Ima do it (yea) we know these niggas foolish (yea) We know that ima prove it (yea) We know that ima come around the corner do my duty (yea) I love my brother Jalen (I love you) I love my brother JUNI (I love you) I love my sister Chelsea (Chelsea) He’ll never get to see me We know what I do is special (yea) I’ll never let you read me What I tell you bitch I’m desperate Yea, shit I’m desperate This shit is stressful Fuckin’ help me Please