Thoughts In Quarantine

Dreaming of places that we could go or something Maybe out Boca Raton She been way insecure she doesn't know what to put on But I told her she looks amazing in anything The way that we vibing might have to give a diamond ring I have to stay true to myself All of my insecurities might be my downfall This feel like bad cycles One day I'm all in The Next day I don't know I'm hoping it do change I'm trying to make few dollars out my lose change I'm calm on the outside But Inside like propane I'm trying to get my old feeling back like it's Rogaine See how the games changed It's really been hard to engage I've been way to insecure I've been up I've been down And I really don't know I've been way too insecure I've been way insecure I don't know what to do Battling highs and lows I have so much to prove Still on my sophomore Please do not stress me Please Do not text me It's been a long day And I'm still working Baby don't vex me He calm he big fish Well I like Fish fried Got weight on my shoulder Could push me off deep end Want to start a convo Well that depends My dream Like a blinding light But I'm still trying to be a star boy like the weekend Duce not everybody gonna love you Let it sinks in You trying to change for who I don't want ask for help That's the curse of my pride 9 to 5 pay good But am I truly alive I'm tryin be debt free Student loans on my ass And I Don't think ima out run em I was in quarantine but it felt Like I was soul searching Soul searching Cuban in my mouth crushing port of Miami Life is good at the moment I almost let the insecurities of others that didn't follow dreams drown me I almost lost my way Like We was lost at sea And somehow everything I ever wanted got cloudy My dreams speak to me and I hear that shit so loudly Like what's the next step for me What is my true purpose Somehow I found all the answers I needed in quarantine My brother nick told me He sees how much I need it This music shit means more to me than surgeons working orthopedics The way my life been going from the highs and lows I promise you Ripley's wouldn't even come believe it I over came all of this cause I went ahead and set goal and told myself don't stop until You reach em Episodes of the wire The way I go and pieces it I'ma take what's mine just like I'm Liam Neeson AI to the bullshit the way that I always catch em reaching Antonio Daniels the way I always got to teach em I was down bad But you know I get right back in rhythm Don't let that doubt creep into your mind Got to stay persistent Up in the mirror you see why it's me vs me All these thoughts running through my head while In quarantine But somehow I found all my dreams while in quarantine Somehow I found all my dreams