Lost Child

Yeah Lost Child Sin is chasing me Im paying for the price of seduction And I don't do see no escaping see My life is full of lies deceiving and cursin Everytime I think about it wish I could reverse things Started back in 02 daddy cheated Mommy left alone didn't feel like she was needed Started lookin for a man lookin for a shelter Every man she ever met felt like he could disrespect her So I sat back said I wouldn't be the same Never let her feel ashamed never let her suffer pain Graved it in my brain taught myself to act the part Never thought about it never consulted my heart Started burying my pain took that picture and erased it I said no matter what I'll make it Ill mind on a struggle to survive Guess I like my life but don't know if I'm alive Lotta things I gotta do But too many haters stressin day n night Pressin me to do things I don't wanna do Tell me something what is living really worth to you Is it having fun or hustling till the rent Is due Living for yourself or doing everything they just expect you to Are true are you there Be that as it may now I know whats missin Lost child spaces that need fillin I had a lotta days I thought I wouldn't make shit lotta people waiting for me to create shit Feelin lost in the mud But still I keep on fighting you gon never see me budge Never goin down as a peasant We diggin deep lookin for that motherfuckin treasure Never goin down as a peasant We diggin deep lookin for that motherfuckin treasure better know it Dear Lord hey it's me your favorite son Been a minute since I hit you up say what's up Can I speek to you in private cause I'm might just cry Wann get it off my chest say whats on my mind Lately I had a feeling I was in a conflict All about the sex but somehow I'm Trynna love All about the rapping but somehow I'm into law All about the bible but sometimes I need a smoke Can't call it depression but Im feeling like a joke Every promise that I made kinda broke it So if I come to you will you take me or revoke me Will you fire or promote me Will you expose me Or will you put that to a vote ä Or are you free to let it go Questioning my faith even struggle bout my loyalty Is it of my past Or what is that insecurity Is it in my genes to cheat deceive break a couple hearts decease And make myself some more enemies I'm a lost boy lookin for some lost toys Waiting for my missed calls trynna find the lost joy Can you help me find myself fill all of my voids All I need is just a sign I ain't got a choice Be that as it may now I know what's missin Lost child spaces that need fillin