Must Go On

She look herself in the mirror battered and bruised bloody and beaten Her boyfriend hit her buddy be tweaking he come in scummy and reeking Use her like a punching bag then fall into a drunken stupor Turned out to be a sucka she thought she had something super He seduced her walked up on her introduced himself as Luther A fly flashy 6 figure nigga Benz couper Clean cut, confident demeanor had to have her when he seen her She gave a smile and replied "I'm Regina" 5'5 thick in the thighs couldn't wait to get between em Another case of a demon selling dreams to a believer Shorty was really naive he keep her lashes and her nails did Plus he buy weave so she thinking like why leave Attracted to the wrong shit she never had her own shit And now she feeling herself thinking she on some grown shit She think it's real when it's really a act Thought it was love but it's really a trap How sick is that Early she peeped the nigga like to drink, never was a cause for concern She would learn when his personality started to turn Went from, hugs and kisses diamond studded wristes To finding out bout other bitches when she confront him it's blood and stitches It's like he changed right in front of her eyes what a surprise He was one of a kind what a disguise Went on for bout two years shorty shedded more than a few tears What she thought was true love end up becoming true fears He overly controlling heart frozen Quick to leave her face terribly swollen if she dare to oppose him Visits to emergency rooms she lay up in them hospital beds Thinking like damn he just might murder me soon Reflecting as she stare in the mirror started plotting her exit Took a lot to accept it but shit you got to respect it Emotionally broken hope to get her focus in tact Packed up her shit while he was gone and now it's no looking back How real is that She relocated to her mother place got on her feet and then found another place Meanwhile Luther deteriorating like what a waste Cirrhosis of the liver, that hard drinking finally caught up And now he fucked stuck with ulcers and the shivers Been a couple years since he lost Regina no more boss demeanor Shriveled up often sounding like he bout to cough his spleen up He checked his self into the ER he going blind he couldn't see far Feel like his ending ain't gone be far He all alone no one to damn him or judge him One day he opened his eyes guess who standing above him yea She teary eyed looking at him smirking Tables turned she find peace in looking at him hurting She say it's funny cuz of you I been left in this same condition Had to see it for myself knowing you in the same position now He still in shock from the moment and what was just said She kissed his forehead walked out and left him on his deathbed damn