heartbreak

I feel the sadness setting in again The optimistic side of me is tired out Loneliness might be my closest friend He's the only one that's here with me now My heart feels so heavy With no-one here to help me lift it And I'm getting weaker As hard as it is to admit it I guess tomorrow is another day Maybe loneliness will stay with the night My bed is cold but I'll try to sleep Maybe this time I won't dream about you (but this) Heartbreak is deadly My chest hurts from holding it in This could be the end of me Sometimes I wonder: Is this the end of me? Am I awake already Or am I still dreaming or night-maring Tell me I don't feel this alone in real life This Heartbreak is deadly My chest hurts from holding it in Time's moving faster And I'm only getting older I can't bear the thought of dying All alone with no-one beside me And I'm so tired of pretending That I'm strong The darkness feels like it's thickening The optimistic side of me is worn out Loneliness might be my closest friend But I'm alive so I'll try to breath now