Trying

Yeah, I've been fighting doubts Don't know what I'm fighting about Let me write it out Before my thoughts get away from me I hope my muse has her way with me Yeah, life got roundabouts When I'm down and out I don't question my fate But as of late God's been testing my faith Ever so faithfully Oh, I'm taking my time Don't wait for me I'm doing this so gracefully Meet your maker You're not in pace with my heart My art Y'all just fake to me Please get away from me 'less you go'n pray for me Watch what you say to me I got another side That gets away from me Kinda gets away from me Kinda gets away from me My mind is not a place to be Mine gets away from me Time gets away from me If you don't mind You blocking my shine So please get away from me Sorry I'm losing my patience I have no time for your complacency I'm going for first place These people just late to see I'm stuck in latency It all may be a dream I'll just wait to see I love when you hate on me Please get away from me 'less you gone pray for me Looking in the mirror This is all the shit that I say to me Damn I'm trying to be the man Couple queens at my side And the world in my hands F*ck everybody They don't even understand I'm just doing what I can Damn I'm trying to be the man Couple queens at my side And the world in my hands Love everybody You don't even understand I just gotta be the man Now you see me now you don't I'm so in the zone One moment we're here And then we're gone Go do what you want Before you levitate Off to a better place Don't ever hesitate Make it your own life If I'm lonely in these long nights I'm scared I might die alone I ain't got no friends I'm a weird ass individual Staying in on weekends Working on my residuals Brother bought a new Benz I ain't even got a whip though Working hard for these ends But it ends up spent on indo I hope you and yours shine Whatever you do with your grind If you buy the studio You ain't gotta buy studio time If you buy the whole studio You ain't gotta buy studio time But I'm the stu too long And I'm starting to lose my mind I wanna run away Like I got someplace to be The enemy's chasing me I got some ways to me Can you just stay with me Please just stay with me Can you just pray for me I'm talking to myself And I don't like the things I say to me Damn I'm trying to be the man Couple queens at my side And the world in my hands F*ck everybody They don't even understand I'm just trying to be the man Damn I'm trying to be the man Couple queens at my side And the world in my hands Love everybody You don't even understand I just gotta be the man Damn I'm trying to be the man Couple queens at my side And the world in my hands F*ck everybody They don't even understand I'm just trying to be the man Damn I'm trying to be the man Couple queens at my side And the world in my hands Love everybody You don't even understand I just gotta be the man