I Need to Cry

I need to run I’m so behind I need to do all this shit to get by I didn’t call I was too high I don’t remember the last time I cried I don’t remember the last time I I’m still at work I need to write Forgot to email my dad that I’m fine I didn’t sleep on these SSRIs I’m not a droid Man I need to cry I’m not a droid Man I need to cry If I ain’t got the feels How could I hide ‘em? I look underneath I still can’t find ‘em I said “I’s in love” ‘Cause I wanted to try it But I still feel alone I guess I survived it I guess I survived it I guess I survived it I guess I survived it I guess I survived it I’m on the phone Talk while I drive I haven’t called my mom in a while I’m on the street Seventh and Spring I’m welling up man Where have you been? Man where have you been? You had me whipped Down to be nice Followed you down And I paid the price You were a risk But I had to try Now I’m taking benzos just to survive If I ain’t got the feels How could I hide ‘em? I look underneath I still can’t find ‘em I said “I’s in love" ‘Cause I wanted to try it But I still feel alone I guess I survived it I guess I survived it I guess I survived it I guess I survived it I guess I survived it I think of you And I flatline This is not a joke It’s the last time I crush those ativan White lines This is not the end It’s just half time I think of you And I flatline This is not a joke It’s the last time I crush those Ativan White lines This is not the end It’s just half time I think of you And I flatline This is not a joke It’s the last time I crush those ativan White lines This is not the end It’s just half time