I changed

I used to live in darkness and deception I used to be a fool and get called wise I used to hate the people, and I loved it I used to be dead and thought I was alive I used to harm my neighbor as myself I used to disrespect both of my parents I used to be self-righteous with low self-esteem I used to be the devil and called myself king But I changed, I've been changed, by your mercy and your grace You came running after me, you kept chasing I thank God I'm not fast and I fell on my face flat Got a minor scratch and a brand-new heart I used to think that humans were an error I used to think no "god" could be so dumb I used to think me better and smarter than God I used to think His love was not enough But I changed, I've been changed, by your mercy and your grace You came running after me, you kept chasing I thank God I'm not fast and I fell on my face flat Got a minor scratch and a brand-new heart One night I was there sitting, complaining Yelling at the sky "God, where are you?" I said "if you exist, then prove it to me" And if He was not all loving I'd be done Because He did And now I changed, I've been changed, by your mercy and your grace You came running after me, you kept chasing I thank God I'm not fast and I fell on my face flat Got a minor scratch and a brand-new heart