“Living the life”

"Living the life" I thought What else could I need? If I got my alcohol Fake friends and cool jeans Chasing the empty praise I run on Adrenaline I live for the compliments The looks and the "call me" texts It may look fun but it also feels empty It may look cool but it makes you feel sick Starving and crying at night Self-talk that's wanting to kill me A hole in my broken heart But Hey, I'm just "Living the life" "Living the misery" I want it to stop I'm done chasing perfect photos I'm done chasing guys It may look fun but it also feels empty It may look cool but it makes you feel sick Starving and crying at night Self-talk that's wanting to kill me A hole in my broken heart But Hey, I'm just "Living the life" I'm fake smiling, God please just save me Living this life is sucking the life out of me I'm fake smiling, God please just hurry I need you now they're sucking the life out of me Starving and crying at night Self-talk that's wanting to kill me A hole in my broken heart But Hey, I'm just dying tonight