Not gonna lie

I'm not gonna lie Things are going pretty bad I'm not gonna lie It feels like life's falling apart And I'm scared God, show me what to do I'm trying to trust you I'm trying to place this in your hands I'm trying to trust you I really try to but I'm sad It's unfair Please, show me what to do I'm not gonna lie I thought it'd be easier by now I'm not gonna cry cuz lately I don't really see the point And I wanna try but I'm a mess I wanna keep going but it's too much to bear I'm not gonna lie, this time it's hard I'm not gonna quit Sometimes I want to but I won't I'm not gonna quit I really want to but I won't Hold me near And show me what to do I'm not gonna lie I thought it'd be easier by now I'm not gonna cry cuz lately I don't really see the point And I wanna try but I'm a mess I wanna keep going but it's too much to bear I'm not gonna lie this time it's hard I'm not gonna lie I thought it'd be easier by now I'm not gonna cry cuz lately I don't really see the point And I wanna try but I'm a mess I wanna keep going but it's too much to bear I'm not gonna lie this time it's hard