This is not about me

I wish I didn't care what people think I wish I didn't care this much to fit in I wish I wasn't such a psycho and a perfectionist I try to do my best and understand there's some things I can't control I try to let things go, if I messed up, it's not the end of the world It's not the end of the world Even when it seems like it's the end of the world God I don't wanna worship peoples opinion God I don't wanna worship my OCD I just wanna care about what you want from me I just want your help to be the best I can be I know you are enough This is not about me I know I shouldn't focus on my fears I know I shouldn't let them win I know thinking a million times about it wont make it disappear I try to do my best and understand there's some things I can't control I try to let things go, if I messed up, it's not the end of the world It's not the end of the world Even when it seems like it's the end of the world God I don't wanna worship peoples opinion God I don't wanna worship my OCD I just wanna care about what you want from me I just want your help to be the best I can be I know you are enough This is not about me I've tried and I've tried but I'm trapped in a pattern My mind runs in circles my thoughts are all scattered Obsessive, compulsive, impulsive and wrong I need intercession I'm a monkey ready to perform God I don't wanna worship peoples opinion God I don't wanna worship my OCD I just wanna care about what you want from me I just want your help to be the best I can be… God I don't wanna worship peoples opinion God I don't wanna worship my OCD I just wanna care about what you want from me I just want your help to be the best I can be I know you are enough This is not about me This is not about me