Castaway

I'm past the point of no return A castaway that's lost the world Average days are lacking fun Enjoy the dark avoid the sun All alone I'm broken no focus I'm hopeless with no motives Lacking serotonin Floating through this life I've learned to cope with I'm past the point of no return A castaway that's lost the world Average days are lacking fun Enjoy the dark avoid the sun All alone I'm broken no focus I'm hopeless with no motives Lacking serotonin Floating through this life I've learned to cope with A piece of my mind of my thoughts All of the time that I've lost And all of the people I've dropped I'm done with this shit so I'm out and I'm gone They say that I've changed and I'm cool with that So move it fast if you're going to leave You could bounce right now won't bother me No ounce of sleep will get lost from me And honestly I'm probably going to laugh it off like comedy Calm and peace is what I seek and nobody out here stopping me I sit in my room and I'm thinking What is this life that I'm leading Never leave the house what's that's about What in the Hell are you sad about Always complaining you always got problems You drink to the bottom you empty the bottle But that aint gone solve them its going to get worse You're building your coffin you're digging your dirt The end of the road if you don't even try So whether you like or it not You're losing your time, losing your mind Wasting every minute you've got I'm past the point of no return A castaway that's lost the world Average days are lacking fun Enjoy the dark avoid the sun All alone I'm broken no focus I'm hopeless with no motives Lacking serotonin Floating through this life I've learned to cope with I'm past the point of no return A castaway that's lost the world Average days are lacking fun Enjoy the dark avoid the sun All alone I'm broken no focus I'm hopeless with no motives Lacking serotonin Floating through this life I've learned to cope with I've created a monster all in my head Now I'm just caught in this web Losing my vision, losing my interest I won't get out of my bed I've broken myself with nobodies help Living for self and nobody else Nobody calling to see if I'm well But who would it be I got no one to tell This whiskey neat got me sloppy drunk Swiping Tinder trying to cop a nut Now I'm just sitting here mad as f*ck Whole lot of hours not a lot of luck Days go by but they're all the same Sitting around here with a loaded brain Don't feel good no not today But still got to work got rent to pay Got kids to feed but I want to sleep Exercise what I really need Man these thoughts go really deep Breathe and grieve then I rinse repeat So I'm taking a shower to wash away All of the pain of the day Feeling so blue but I'm seeing gray A castaway that's not okay I'm past the point of no return A castaway that's lost the world Average days are lacking fun Enjoy the dark avoid the sun All alone I'm broken no focus I'm hopeless with no motives Lacking serotonin Floating through this life I've learned to cope with I'm past the point of no return A castaway that's lost the world Average days are lacking fun Enjoy the dark avoid the sun All alone I'm broken no focus I'm hopeless with no motives Lacking serotonin Floating through this life I've learned to cope with