Slow

Drink to the bottom I'm throwed Drink to the bottom I go Drink to the bottom alone I drink until the bottle is gone Drink until the world gets slow I've been heavy drinking and slowly leaning Been taking these shots because I'm broke in pieces Coping ain't easy man life is hard So we drown in bars just to hide the scars Of the past mistakes we made Hearts of the world we break An empty mind we crave Going through a tough time Got to unwind Got a whole lot going on in my mind Been a long rough ride on the down side So I think about life and the sunshine Early in the morning and my glass ain't full Thinking bout life at the bottom of the pool Drinking by the rails at the top of the roof And I might as well jump then I think about you Got a family to feed Don't want this grief Losing this battle they call a disease An uphill journey and the road looking steep And I'm feeling like I'm never going to reach my peak Been through a lot and this shit still stinks A lot is my fault so I feel no release Broken in pieces I don't feel complete So I practice my thoughts and my breathing techniques Drink to the bottom I'm throwed Drink to the bottom I go Drink to the bottom alone I drink until the bottle is gone Drink until the world gets slow Took another shot and I'm wasted now Feeling like I really need to settle down Sitting alone with no one around Losing my mind not feeling proud Cause I've made mistakes that I can't replace Yet erase or save some face I need a break a quick escape Me and this bottle got some shit to say So tell me what your mind is thinking Then ask me for all of my reasons So you can see all of my demons I really don't mean it I promise no evil They're staring at me like museums But I don't know all of these people Don't break me down and tear me to pieces Then mix me with Seagram's that shit can be lethal I'm blind to shit that's around me now So I drink it down In and out Of consciousness and I'm losing sound Can't see the ground or what it surrounds Won't feel the pain of yesterday Drink and sway at a steady pace I've got to got to get away So I'm downing this bottle at a heavy rate Drink to the bottom I'm throwed Drink to the bottom I go Drink to the bottom alone I drink until the bottle is gone Drink until the world gets slow