Back on My Bullshit

Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah Yeah, I'm back on my bullshit Doin' all my old tricks Callin' out on my shit Searchin' for my next fix Lord, I was growing, all my love was showing Foolish me for thinking I won't Fall back and slip alone in my room tonight Staring at the ceiling lights Running round in my head Hoping we can stay in bed I have so many questions Never looked for answers Self-absorbed confessions got me losin' Who I am I don't care, I don't care I hate everything I don't carе, I don't care about anything Don't tell me to try, I'll just say goodbyе You'll never be able to convince me This is the last time that I put up a fight I'm feeling crushed Pushed down and locked up I'm done trying, not used to refining If it's broken, just leave it alone I've hung my head I'm sick of wastin' breath I've come to realize life Is only chasin' death And when I close my eyes It's only racing thoughts The little hope I have is Probably all I've got (Got) It's been a long way down (Down) Climb from the bottom I can't find my way out (Out) And don't you try to save me now I know all I've been is Such a fuckin' letdown I don't care, I don't care I hate everything I don't care, I don't care about anything Don't tell me to try, I'll just say goodbye You'll never be able to convince me This is the last time that I put up a fight I'm feeling crushed Pushed down and locked up I'm done trying, not used to refining If it's broken, just leave it alone Yeah, yeah, yeah yeah yeah, yeah, yeah yeah (yeah, I'm back on my bullshit) Yeah, yeah, yeah yeah Yeah, yeah, yeah yeah (yeah, I'm back on my) Bullshit, doin' all my old tricks Callin' out on my shit Searchin' for my next fix Lord, I was growing, all my love was showing Foolish me for thinking I won't Fall back and slip I won't fall back and slip