never wishin

I remember growing up always feeling empty Always a kid but growing up quickly I ain't ever met someone wanting to be friendly Ima skirt off in that Ferrari or a Bentley Now I'm calling all my enemies Come here baby girl I'll act too gently She like my flow so i took her to the Manchy I was never wishing I was never wishing She was never sipping I just got my own cup bottle to piss in I've been on my own call it a solo mission The devils always missing When I'm at my lowest they can tell I'm defenseless I remember riding dirt bikes and hopping fences Now I'm in the hills copped me a new mansion I'm sipping bartended bourbon I drink too much I started slurring The wok got my stomach turning But Ima keep sipping ima serpent In the flesh it's Jordan In my room I be pouring mixing up all my potions Can't get behind I won't blow it Got to just stick to the motions show emotions Yeah losing all my feelings in my soul This can't keep happening I'm losing control I play my heart to this song I'm going too fast I'm feeling too strong Got to dope down hit of the bong Yeah that's me with the ksubi jeans on I'm in an airplane you know that I'm gone On the guitar I'm strumming my song I'm feeling real blue because my money real long Nothing for you like Santa I'm gone Done kissed a princess Tony the frog I was never wishing I was never wishing She was never sipping I just got my own cup bottle to piss in I've been on my own call it a solo mission The devils always missing When I'm at my lowest they can tell I'm defenseless I remember riding dirt bikes and hopping fences Now I'm in the hills copped me a new mansion I got to use this music to express how I'm feeling Cause when you around I'm feeling so distant These words in my mind getting twisted I picked up the wok and I started sipping Feeling silly now these girls started fishing I was never there don't use me for a witness You is not with me keep me out your mentions I was going too hard call me Prince I'm dancing