Reflection

My anxiety levels flip every time I release a song, yeah Always feeling nervous when people look at my stuff, yeah When they listen to it with my new album, I really hope that they like it, no No I don't, shut up, you don't know a thing, yes I do, what do you mean Well, why is it when all we hear you try to write a song it goes sideways Well, listen, let me show you how it's done, I'm about to blow your mind No Josh, I'm taking this verse, how you release every song you feel an anxious head That's something you'll never get out of, I wish you were not here, yeah I'm gonna take over and you ain't stopping this, yeah I mean seriously, haha, I thought you wanted to be great, what are you doing now Releasing every song, think you're great but you're really not You gotta try harder next time, turn your voice up on your songs Turn the beat up, yeah, turn it down, turn it up You don't know what you're doing now, let me help you out I'm about to show you how it's really done, yeah I'm taking all my anger and frustrating out on this song, no Alright, it's me, I'm back, listen we really gotta talk This ain't no therapy session but you're making it out to look like it is I mean, what am I doing? I know exactly what I'm doing Don't judge me cause I'm only starting now, it's only been a year man, come on Anxiety, you need to let me off the hook this time, I'm learning every single day You don't even know cause this shit ain't going your way now Listen, I'm gonna win, no you're not, what you mean I'm the best in the game, man, what do you mean Man, shut up, I'm gonna show you anxiety, what I really truly made of What the f- you ain't worth anything man, shut up, listen to this Even if you try to harm me, yeah, I would make it out 100 times better than I am I mean, what are you really doing? You can't do nothing to me because I'm on a higher echelon Well anxiety, this is it, I win, now I'll just put you down in the grave where you belong, yeah I'll shut you out in my back garden forever, yeah I'm finally taking over, this is me, I am Josh I'm no longer frustrated, I'll do this shit till I die, yeah This is easy, I'm not stopping this anytime yet You know I'm going up and up and up, you ain't stopping me till I see the clouds of heaven You ain't stopping me You ain't stopping me