Hold of My Life

Feeling those demons They wanna eat me alive Feeling so empty I cry Talking all day and all night Look in the mirror ask why Dealing with grief won't subside Can't be me anytime It's got a hold of my life My Life A hold of my life My Life It's got a hold of my life My Life A hold of my life My Life It's got a hold of my life It's got hold on my mind Left me all blind Saying evil shit keeping me inline It got me seeing demons all the damn time It's keeping me off track Sending bad signs I got a ways till I'm saved Got him paving the way To another dark place Once I start to turn the page Start to change another way Here he come jumping out showing face I stay in the mirror Both hands on the sink Looking at myself No one understand me I'm a cold motherfucka Baba Yaga in the street John wick with the hits Rappers coming after me Yo these moments are had times These moments are not mine More like the demon that's feening Killing me inside Living with no meaning Stopped dreaming in this life My heart keep beating but my soul Left me since last night My angel don't act right He tells me you ain't right He tells me at 40 I dying lying with no life I guess its a sacrifice For fortune in this life I'm living being rich but But I'm dying in short time I'm broke as a hero And then I'm rich as a villain Started at ground zero and now I'm high as the ceiling You say want fame But nigga what are you willing To give up just live a life in the end not forgiven Feeling those demons They wanna eat me alive Feeling so empty I cry Talking all day and all night Look in the mirror ask why? Dealing with grief won't subside Can't be me anytime It's got a hold of my life My Life... A hold of my life My Life... It's got a hold of my life My Life... A hold of my life My Life... It's got a hold of my life