Where is the music

I been stuck goin back and forth in my consciousness Confidence waning while im spittin to a pompous bitch Middle ground fights but im happy with the consequence I dont have to care about shit i dont see Since 15 i noticed most these niggas real fake No taste, grandma told me boy you better keep yo faith I spend hours in my head cause im used to that place Awake, 4am i just wanna escape Just a lil confused on how to stack up this bread They always told me the schooling would somehow pay for my bed I'm seeing niggas leave college and then go acclimate wealth I grew up not askin questions i had to hide how i felt These niggas doubted my choices and now they doubtin my talent Imma beat expectations then f*ck yo bitch in the silence Y'all really chokin on dick dont feel like doing the heimlick I rather chase all my dreams no replication til dyin I hit a point in my age where im questionin' shit Do I love making music or do i wanna get rich Do I like the experience or do i like what i get How to impact the world and go create lots of hits Questions in my head I keep askin myself Will i be alright? Will i be alright? Questions in my head I keep askin myself Will I be alright? Will I be alright? Hide yo feelings Don't let them get to you Clouded judgement always fucks up calculated moves Listen dude I been makin moves with ease Censoring my progress till im all up in the industry Ability is only the prerequisite to doin this shit Nigga dont worry about her snap you dont have time for a bitch I getting tired of the lack of focus move on some shit You way too talented to move this slow, just earn all yo shit Internal monologin, hyperbolic, cognitive dissonance Future positivity wont even make a difference Bitch i move in silence, good vibes for a pessimist Demons been afraid, im too strong for that useless shit Imma clear my head or play tekken over here I have no fears Most the ones i care about are never here Most this music i've been makin arent gon ever hit your ears Hell only half of my unreleased been sent to all my fuckin peers Questions in my head I keep askin myself Will i be alright? Will i be alright? Questions in my head I keep askin myself Will i be alright? Will i be alright?