LOST SOUL

Been a about year since I dropped "Lost Soul" Guess that was my peak Cause I've been tryna chase that high for so long I feel so lost and the songs kept getting worse the alter ego just took over "I don't care that you hurt me," Was my best. I put my soul in those songs And no one even cared No it ain't fair I just wanted someone to notice me for me I was a lost soul back in late august I dropped these songs hopping that someone heard my cries for help And no one even did a thing They just scrolled along They didn't care My mind just belittled every single little minuscule thing I've been improving my songs I've been perfecting my sound I had someone ask me the other day why don't you just quit? And it had me wondering? I hate myself? I hate my world? I hate my songs? I hate my rhymes? And yet I still kept going? I don't understand? Am I going out of spite? Yeah I might I feel alright But I'm going off topic now I need to get to the premise of this song I was a lost soul back in late august I dropped these songs hopping that someone heard my cries for help And no one even did a thing They just scrolled along They didn't care My mind just belittled every single little minuscule thing I don't really care what y'all think Imma keep on making these songs And yeah maybe I don't wanna But that's just an alternate reality And maybe I'm an anomaly in this world of perfect people Its feasible Unpredictable Leeway unreasonable Feed it to the bull Flow so weird, they're eating it up Catch up chump Break it all up You're a pocket full of fun (fun) I don't really care where all this goes But obviously I'm tryna make it big And yes I know I got some work to do But I'm willing to see it through And after how long I've gone I think I got what it takes I was a lost soul back in late august I dropped these songs hopping that someone heard my cries for help And no one even did a thing They just scrolled along They didn't care My mind just belittled every single little minuscule thing