Don't Leave

11th of December was a cold night but I told him that I'll be alright but Double blankets and I'm still freezing Poison in my blood Heartbeat increasing Kiss on my forehead as he said goodnight As he walks away I feel that something isn't right but I can't scare him I can't do it I just need to push trough it As he walks upstairs I can feel a shift At least I got to give him his early birthday gift And His laughter heals my pain Something at least to keep me sane but Next day come I'm not feeling alright His birthday is tomorrow just got to hold on tight And pray that I can see my boy But as it is now I wont leave him joy I Walked to the room but then I slipped Now on my forehead is a big slit I can't get up on my own and On me I don't have my phone I Need to call him call his name Get some help it's such a shame I won't get to see his birthday coming tomorrow His day is just gonna be filled with sorrow As I hear his footsteps coming down the stairs My eyes starts filling up with tears As he looks to me and helps me up but That's the time when it all struck Heartbeat racing I won't make it Dying in his arms Called an ambulance but it's too late I told him I'll be okay but this is my fate Tears flowing down his cheeks as he tries to save my life Compression compression after compression But my heart won't beat I can feel I'm loosing heat I submit defeat but As I close my eyes and let my life go Seeing my son's tears that flow Down his check and on to me Why did this all, have to be and Why did it have to end like this Seeing my kids grow up, I'll miss