Trust Issues

I thought that I would never see this day, girl (Thought that I would never see this day) It's like you've gone away, this ain't the same world (It's like it ain't the same world) Now I'm living in a world full of strangers, all these niggas wannabe gangbangers I remember when you was real, not afraid to tell 'em how you feel Well maybe that's just today, so silly dreaming 'bout yesterday Next time you question me, I won't hesitate and I'm just gone say it I don't love you Or maybe I just love myself Baby, I don't trust you Or maybe I just trust myself Didn't I commit since I was nine years young Way back when, I knew you was the one You put me in, you never put me on I never been the jealous type, love still strong Long as you was there when nobody else cared When I needed to vent you would always lend a ear You would tell the world how I felt Make 'em feel me even if they couldn't help Then you got dealt, a few of them deals and shit got real They loving our stories, was never the content As long as it was real you could find the market but then it got ill Lame niggas figured they could make shit up Talk the talk, take the buck's Skate with luxuries, play they tough Now I'm looking at you like you fake as f*ck Your success a curse and blessing Wasn't your intent to make a nigga feel less than You could't stay pure, you call it progression Now you claim it's just entertainment And we're in the business of entertaining And when I'm in the club I be doing the same shit Drunk them liq's up, getting my **** ****** That's all good but here's the mix up Look around you the world is changing Kid's is listening and who's explaining The music game, the rules of engagement And real life ain't like them movies, baby And they got lawyer's to fight indictment's Only turn it on when the cameras on 'em Aim, shoot, somebody yell cut Then it's right back to spending yo' buck's Not giving one f*ck who they influence Know it ain't cool, it's damn near cruel but that's my fuel I was almost through, please understand I'm partly here for you You think I wan't a break, shake hand's with these weirdos Wonder where I stand tho, here go the truth I live for the culture of rap but it's lame Hip-Hop lives, no it ain't the same All these backpackers is worse than these rappers All these fools want to do is bitch and complain Write better music, if what you expect is everyone to sound like you, your helpless You don't have to agree with me either This is my story, nobody else's On how I dealt with loving this broad Even though my chorus say I love her no more It's never gone stop, can't put her on pause until I'm on top Kickin' them doors waiving the four-four, then it's all yours I'mma get mine, everybody on the floor My first release, proof that I came in peace Reach for the stars but stay in the streets And I bet you'll never see another like me, shouldn't hurt a motherfucker like me, damn I thought that I would never see this day, girl (Thought that I would never see this day) It's like you've gone away, this ain't the same world (It's like it ain't the same world) Now I'm living in a world full of strangers, all these niggas wannabe gangbangers I remember when you was real, not afraid to tell 'em how you feel Well maybe that's just today, so silly dreaming 'bout yesterday Next time you question me, I won't hesitate and I'm just gone say it I don't love you Or maybe I just love myself Baby, I don't trust you Or maybe I just trust myself