deception

I thought real life was on the mountain top - Nah Learned how to rumble in the jungle Became a man The enemy hates when you find out who You are 17 years in deception He was trying to steal my star Broke loose broke free Process started in me This happens to a lot of us When we don't be who is He (yahuah) The wind of Ruach (Holy Spirit) carried me to this decision Cut loose cut away everything I loved with Much precision Wife at the time wasn't mine (spiritually) Ignorant to His vision I was blind Trying to shine couldn't flicker a flame The adversary playing for keeps We think it's a game We stay in denial To postpone the trial What a shame... Yahuah He kept though I asked the man of God He said Rob it'll be ok I said nah You didn't hear what the darkness had to say I tried to confide But I was denied Instead of listening Got in his feelings And took sides He said it was strong will I said more like narcissism You wasn't there What about all those exorcisms Different personalities Acting like a snake Going from church to church Crying speaking in tongues lying it was all fake Eating at the tables with these witches Causing glitches in this matrix Last days minister Exposing this fakeness Called to be made in the valley Chose on another level Praying to Yahuah To deal with all these devils Devils using these human spirits People giving their will She lied about the house Tried to give me all her bills Waited til I left and stole everything Tried to break me as a man and kill all my dreams Lying telling people I'm abusive That I was on drugs I put myself down to pick you up How is that not love? Even heard you say that I was gay Two beautiful kids Disciple of the Most High Never been that way I wanted peace I chose Christ Choice of life and death I want my kids but You want my last breath