it ain't worth it

Everything that glitters ain't gold Just cause it got legs don't mean it won't fold It might fold Religion taught us otherwise Lives built on lies What it looks like May not be what it is From wife to kids bank accounts Real biz We not trained To see that thang Ya dig Couldn't lose my light over what it looks like Interpreted the vision wrong Had to right my wrongs OG showed me the lies and fables Asked pops for forgiveness Left my man hood on the table Deceived myself I wavered I wavered Even through ignorance Yah is able Yah is able HalleluYAH Being male don't make a man When your wife had your balls How can you ball Can you understand? Beginning to the end I tried to stand But how could I stand When it wasn't Yah's plan Tried to fight through We pushed to the edge If looks could kill Yes I know I would be dead Truth What good is the struggle If it's not real Not ordained Just for fame (just to save face) Just insane I know I'm not the only one When you stand up for yourself It's funny how they act They say you being influenced Changing being strange In front of everybody I'm a mighty man Behind closed doors she said I'm not even a man She called me a vagina That kinda hurt my heart Compared me to the others That I didn't measure up Dreamed of a white picket fence 17 years 2 kids Third husband Make it make sense But I'm the bad guy?