I TRY

Mhmmm Shits crazy baby Mhmmm I push people away when I feel em get close All this agony and pain done made me a recluse I'm not a bad person I'm just not getting used Heart is on lock I got too much to loose All the chances I done gave they really fucked me up All the trust I used to have is gone in the dust From the memories I've burned with alcohol and lust Tryna fill a void so I'm poppin them drugs But all a bitch really need is a hug Is a hug Now my pain is on display they see you they walk away This hurt makes them uncomfortable so they don't wanna stay They gone sing the lyrics with you but do they really know your pain They can't see you fucked up and crying so they walk away They can't see you fucked up and crying so they look away Cuz when the going gets tough people get going I'm getting it by myself so I'm already fucking knowing I ain't waiting on no handout ain't cashing in on who I'm knowing Huh yeah Cuz all that clout shit for the birds Get out Ma boat if you ain't rowing I done been to fucking hurt Yo I know my worth Yeah I know my worth I know my worth I'm not like these other bitches I know why I'm here Baby I'm so sincere This shit might be too heavy But its crystal clear Tryna claw they way out with each passing verse I know I ain't perfect but I know how it hurt I know I ain't nobody but I'm gone make it work Cuz with all the pain n the hurt All you left with is dirt So plant them seeds and put that work Don't let them dreams die baby You can at least try Yeah Cuz I owe it to myself I owe it to myself Yeah I owe it I owe it to myself To at least fucking try