Distant

Soon I'll be missing Can't deal with the distance From you Oh I wish I loved you But I can't see you Fall for me when I'm alone Soon I'll be missing Can't deal with the distance From you Oh I wish I loved you But I can't see you Fall for me when I'm alone Another late night without sleep Another scroll on YouTube beats Cursed to this whatever kind of weather Pulling me out the sheets From the seams I seem to severe Lately's been hard to fucking move When dealing with emotions seems to big a mood Casually dreaming it Yeah it hurts Middle of a nightmare Booking flight fares To the one place I would go That is you I'm sorry I don't ever mean to be a bother These drinks got me feeling too sonder But lately my minds left to wander What have you been through? Has the distance motivated you? Is your life better now without me? Don't have to answer but honestly Ain't been too well since you last seen me Soon I'll be missing Can't deal with the distance From you Oh I wish I loved you But I can't see you Fall for me when I'm alone Yeah Guess this is what it means to be distant No more philosophy over dinner doing dishes Laughing & joking about the memories, how we kicked it Growing old together, two of a kind, Reminiscing No, this is what it's means to be distant now No more moving fast through these distant towns We use to love, but it's over now You moved on & I just don't know how This could be Without you I can hardly breathe Without you I'm suffocating Asphyxiation took my voice to speak Now I'm weak Guess it doesn't matter Cause it seems like you are doing better No I can't blame you, ain't your fault Better put this down fore' I call you tonight Soon I'll be missing Can't deal with the distance From you Oh I wish I loved you But I can't see you Fall for me when I'm alone Soon I'll be missing Can't deal with the distance From you Oh I wish I loved you But I can't see you Fall for me when I'm alone