Anger Is Pain

I've been reminiscing back on my decisions Trynna find a way to turn them to a living I don't feel the same inside I'm dead and numb I don't know how to say it don't know to express it I'll kill the vibe cus im lost in my thoughts Cant talk too much cus i'll make shit too deep Inside my mind i just hear all the voices of my fucking demons telling me to die Just shut the f*ck up ive been driven insane The anger i carry is nothing put pain Lost all the wards that im trynna explain My mind too clouded need this shit to end Im not okay i just gotta pretend Put on my mask and go smile for my friends Ion got family i got myself How the f*ck am i supposed feel free when im locked up inside all alone in this cell How the f*ck am i supposed to keep smiling when all of my demons tellin me to scream In my eyes i was jus happy to live then i woke up and realized it all was a dream Cus im givin up slowly im tired of living the reason why i think my anger is pain My Pain is endless And im giving up hope i feel helpless All the demons around me relentless I cant find a good way to express this Im in pain but im numb at the same time Im so sick of repeating the same lies Im not happy but look at how time flies