I can not sleep

I can not sleep Wake up at night It's a chaos My mind is a mess Reach to the right for the knife I feel like someone is there Last night think I saw where Hell is It ain't below me It's right inside of my mind Stressing the f*ck out Get the f*ck out of my head I'm a mess If this is what it's like to know me Then I'd rather be blind Breathe in breathe out, I don't wanna be this way F*ck this shit I'm done with life F*ck all those people They try to make you sad There's nothing left for me here and it's clear that I'm doomed So just drag me to hell That's where I belong Demons in my mind Killing me every night I can not sleep Wake up at night It's a chaos My mind is a mess Reach to the right for the knive I feel like someone is there Last night think I saw where Hell is It ain't below me It's right inside of my mind Stressing the f*ck out Get the f*ck out of my head I'm a mess If this is what its like to know me Then I'd rather be blind Breathe in breathe out, I don't wanna be this way F*ck this shit I'm done with life F*ck all those people They try to make you sad Theres nothing left for me here and its clear that Im doomed So just drag me to hell That's were I belong Demons in my mind Killing me every night