Overwhelmed

This thing inside of me I just want to breathe Anxiety these chest pains they kill me Why can't my demons leave (Why can't they leave) I am overwhelmed All these thoughts inside my brain They tell me I can lose you in a second Everything will be a mess And I can't bear the thought of you being with someone else, I'm losing my breath Paranoia is kicking in cause This shit got me fucked up They beat me down and I feel so defenseless I contemplate on my death with these thoughts I will rot, why can't this all be fought, I'm not strong I can't survive this any longer Why don't you listen to me? I pray every single night So let me look right in your eyes and say goodbye One more time This thing inside of me I just want to breathe Anxiety these chest pains they kill me Why can't my demons leave (Why can't they leave) I am overwhelmed I am so sick of this It's getting worse, and I'm not feeling better This curse keeps me up at night, fight or flight? I question myself, It's getting confusing The evil is brewing, they find this amusing That my mental health really isn't improving I'm in a ditch that I will never get out of I scream any louder, they'll come for me It seems like they'll never want to leave I could have anything in the world but that'll never ever change How I am feeling inside my head I lay in bed Wishing things would just get better To escape all of this pressure If I fail to leave this terror Imma leave you with this letter That I love everyone in my life You're the reason I won't ever give up on this fight I've been isolated, mind's been jaded, but they won't take control of me, believe I will fight till I am free Why don't you listen to me? I pray every single night So let me look right in your eyes and say goodbye One more time This thing inside of me I just want to breathe Anxiety these chest pains they kill me Why can't my demons leave (Why can't they leave) I am overwhelmed I can't breathe I am overwhelmed I am overwhelmed I am overwhelmed