In My Head

I believed in God He hasn't come through at all What's with this facade That wasn't my intent That's not what I meant Something's messed up in my head I don't wanna wind up dead It's sad to see you go We could've been close I don't want to know what's hurting the most That wasn't my intent That's not what I meant Something's messed up in my head I don't wanna wind up dead I don't know what's considered sane Maybe I could complain Would it even matter Sometimes I feel like the mad hatter What's wrong with my brain That wasn't my intent That's not what I meant Something's messed up in my head I don't wanna wind up dead That wasn't my intent That's not what I meant Something's messed up in my head I don't wanna wind up dead I can only write I can't sing I just want to fight What do I bring That wasn't my intent That's not what I meant Something's messed up in my head I don't wanna wind up dead That wasn't my intent That's not what I meant Something's messed up in my head I don't wanna wind up dead I don't know what's considered sane Maybe I could complain Would it even matter Sometimes I feel like the mad hatter What's wrong with my brain Maybe I should be dead That wasn't my intent That's not what I meant Something's messed up in my head I don't wanna wind up dead Tangled threads Echoes of doubt Swirling dread Bring me to bed Not in my head That wasn't my intent that's not what I meant Something's messed up in my head I don't wanna wind up dead I don't know what's considered sane Maybe I could complain Would it even matter Sometimes I feel like the mad hatter What's wrong with my brain That wasn't my intent That's not what I meant Messed up in my head I don't wanna wind up dead Tangled threads Echoes of doubt Swirling dread Bring me to bed Not in my head That wasn't my intent That's not what I meant Something's messed up in my head I don't wanna wind up dead I don't know what's considered sane Maybe I could complain Would it even matter Sometimes I feel like the mad hatter What's wrong with my brain That wasn't my intent That's not what I meant Messed up in my head I don't wanna wind up dead I'm in my bed less in my head I won't wind up dead This wasn't my intent It's not what I meant I believed in God He hasn't come through at all What just went too far What do I bring That wasn't my intent What's not what I meant Something's messed up in my head I don't wanna wind up dead Tangled threads Echoes of doubt Swirling dread Bring me to bed I'm in my head That wasn't my intent That's not what I meant Something's messed up in my head I don't wanna wind up dead I don't know what's considered sane Maybe I could complain Would it even matter Sometimes I feel like the mad hatter What's wrong with my brain That wasn't my intent That's not what I meant Messed up in my head I don't wanna wind up dead That wasn't my intent That's not what I meant Something's messed up in my head I don't wanna wind up dead It's sad to see you go We could've been close I don't wanna know what's hurting the most That wasn't my intent That's not what I meant Something's messed up in my head I don't wanna wind up dead I don't know what's considered sane maybe I could complain Would it even matter Sometimes I feel like the mad hatter What's wrong with my brain That wasn't my intent That's not what I meant Something's messed up in my head I don't wanna wind up dead That wasn't my intent That's not what I meant Something's messed up in my head I don't wanna wind up dead In my bed In my head I won't wind up dead This wasn't my intent It's not what I meant