Clarity

I see my reflection on the glass window A hundred torn pages on my floor Pick up my things bit by bit Cause nothings clear anymore Hate my coffee whether it's hot or cold Pull off all nighters 2 nights in a row Been home for years but now it doesn't feel home anymore Fuzzy little ghosts And nobody even knows I've been blinded by opacity Try to take control It slips out of my hold I've been running out of clarity Rivers of tears are rolling out my eyes Been through nothing but it feels like a sacrifice I've been tryna get this off my mind Wishing all of this fog would get off my sight I've been overthinking, everything I've been missing Bout my whole existence I've been overthinking, everything I've been missing Bout my whole existence Fuzzy little ghosts And nobody even knows I've been blinded by opacity Try to take control Slips out of my hold I've been running out of clarity I know that I'm walking I don't know the way I find myself talking Figuring out what to say As far as I know It should've lasted for a day But now it's been over months and idk what to say I know that I'm walking I don't know the way I find myself talking Figuring out what to say As far as I know It should've lasted for a day But now it's been over months and idk what to say Fuzzy little ghosts Someday I know Fuzzy little ghosts Tryna get me down low But I know I'll get my clarity Someday I hope It gets under control And I finally get my clarity I've been tryna get my clarity I've been tryna get my clarity