Peace

I've got a sound in my mind That I've been trying to get rid of For years today I've got a roar in my head And I can't go to bed because I know it gets worse that way They told me it progresses Controlling the obsession Will only lead you to your grave But what do they know? If everyone would be quiet I'd be okay The sounds that I hear That live between my ears Have gotten louder than I'd like to admit I can't concentrate But I can't walk away I'm a slave to the world I'm in I won't listen to a word you say Why did I go on so long that way? When I could've just And I should've just Prayed and walked away From all the problems That I made up Gave away the weight Of everything that I'm afraid of It took me years Just to know that You're here and Believe that You're on my side And to find my Peace of mind I've put a lot all on my plate And I haven't ate a thing I just complain about the shape That I'm in I've got a problem For every solution I'm so obviously into losing I'll get hostile if you tell Me how to win So don't come to me With your words of being free And how life is beautiful if I try I'd rather stay here Underneath my fears My anger my worry and pride When I could've just And I should've just Prayed and walked away From all the problems That I made up Gave away the weight of Everything that I'm afraid of It took me years just to know That You're here and believe That You're on my side And to find my peace of mind Be still, just for a moment If you can I know your life Is gonna change Just feel, how small you are You tiny wheel you weren't Made to carry things But I won't listen to a word You say Why did I go on so long that way When I could've just And I should've just Prayed and walked away from All the problems that I made up Gave away the weight of Everything that I'm afraid of It took me years just to know That You're here and believe That You're on my side And to find my Peace of mind