Lost for a While

I thought I found love but I was so so wrong we convos 'bout your passions and where we both belong- Thinking that we were planning for our futures, down to the finest detail How... we wanted to change our jobs cause we both hated retail Though you were the one for me, the finest female the cards that we had, no it couldn't be dealt We weren't on our petty games, worked through things and nurtured pains - We were on a different path, different vibes and different lanes But, you were talking to your ex, really and truly I was only there for you to abuse me Cause you knew that I would stay, not the type to walk away especially when I cared so long, ohhh Especially when I cared so long (Cared so long) So excuse me for my absence I was lost for a while (ooo) I was lost for a while (Ohh yea) I was lost for a while I was so lost for a while I was so lost yea Fast forward I was focused I'm working on me now - got a new job and I'm making all this money life was now But, what don't I feel happy, realised my mothers drowned bills and all these taxes now I, thought that I could take Care of everything (But you couldn't take care at all) Then reality hit me, I realised I wasn't making enough for the family uhh O I wasn't satisfied, music on my mind, this lifestyle wasn't for me, ohh I tried to quit but it's my calling, feelings I've been storing dreaming of me touring Its so hard to: work and make it, cause your time is always taken Then you always feel so low, cause you feel like you're not trying hard enough But I'm gon' push through regardless, I know my target, I know that I am gonna make It (Gonna make it I try) So excuse me for my absence I was lost for a while (ooo) I was lost for a while (Ohh yea) I was lost for a while I was so lost for a while I was so lost yea