Crying Inside

I wrote this song in like January Song dedicated to my Nanna She passed on She's up there with GOD now She passed away June 24th 2021 Crying inside I just hope my Nanna make it We don't always see eye to eye but Lord knows that's my baby I'm praying for a brighter day A brighter day a brighter day But I'm crying inside Crying inside I just hope my Nanna make it We don't always see eye to eye but Lord knows that's my baby I'm praying for a brighter day A brighter day a brighter day But I'm crying inside I'm crying inside My Nanna dope too Kado Lord help me ya son is lost I need you at any cost I know you the biggest boss I try to stay strong and keep my head up Right now is when we need each other I'm talking bout us brothers Our heart been smothered protect our grandmother She all we got left that love us in the flesh Continue healing the prayers working And that's for certain I never gave up faith I'm determined Taking trips to the D just to see my Nanna Tears of joy every time I see she doing better Reminiscing on days we use to go to church Making sure I knew God was her only concern I thank you Nanna for all the lessons You been a blessing When I lost it all you nurtured me gave me direction There's no one like you a living idol from South Carolina A great provider I cherish and honor You for real The strongest woman I know You done been through a lot Lost ya son then ya daughter Then the love of ya life Could of been gave up But you rather just stay and fight There's no one like you I pray for ya healing every single night I pray for you every single night Rest In Peace Martha Wyatt I love you Nanna Crying inside I just hope my Nanna make it We don't always see eye to eye but Lord knows that's my baby I'm praying for a brighter day A brighter day a brighter day But I'm crying inside Crying inside I just hope my Nanna make it We don't always see eye to eye but Lord knows that's my baby I'm praying for a brighter day A brighter day a brighter day But I'm crying inside I'm crying inside When I had no shoulder to lean on And my eyes were filled with tears I had my Nanna to count on to drive away my fears Despite all the wrong I'd done when the light I couldn't see Nanna was my shining sun who gently consoled me She always encouraged and inspired me to follow my every dream She'd tell me that I was not alone cause she was my team She'd tell everyone about me what I was doing, when and how She preserved everything I ever gave her from the time I was little till now Without you Nanna I am so lost my tears just won't dry But I believe you're one of GODs angels You spread your wings and fly. We are sure you are around us in every thing we do You're one of GODs angels we do trust We can see all your wishes come true. Dear Nanna we really miss you And wish with us you'd always be But since God wants you too I'll keep your memories alive in me I'm praying for a brighter day A brighter day a brighter day But I'm crying inside I'm crying inside