Still In My Heart

You know I just be thinking like why my mama have to go Like the pain is still unbearable Today 2/28 makes seven years so I wanted to drop on today I took off work cause every year I replay my mama last moments and get emotional Seeing the person you love most The one that love you most take they last breath is something that will traumatize you for life But she still in my heart I feel her beating I love you mama Dear mama here's an update I'm still missing you everyday Why you leave why you couldn't stay Why you leave why you couldn't stay Asking GOD why I still sit and cry Early morning late night wishing I could call you wishing I could hug you Nobody understands all the pain I go through all the pain I go through I love you mama I need you mama I miss you mama I just want my mama back I remember growing up in that one parent household Me and my mom My mom raised me and taught me all the things that make me who I am today Both of us being Virgo's sometimes we bumped heads but at the end of it all we were back tight like vice gripes ya hear me It's so unfair my kids will never know you It's so unfair how you left out the blue It's so unfair I gotta live without you It's so unfair I gotta breathe without you Come back to me I'll give it all for you we were tight like glue it was just us two Now all I'm alone In a world so cold in a world unknown all on my own I love you mama I need you mama I miss you mama I just want my mama back I remember when I moved out and if I went two days without calling or seeing her she was blowing my phone up I'm just checking to see if you in the land of the living Is what she'd say I just be thinking like man If my mama was here she'd be spoiling my kids like crazy So unfair they'll never meet my mama I really wish I could rewrite this life I need my mama more and more everyday The nights I cry The days I cry The times I fall deep into depression Nobody ever even notices I'll never be the same I miss you mama I love you mama I hope you proud of me Still can't believe you gone seven years later If you still have your mom on this earth Love on her To the ones who don't see eye to eye with they Mother put an end to whatever it is y'all have going on Me and my mom was super close but still we have to cherish the ones who risked they life to give us life If you listening to this song and you haven't spoke to your mom in a minute just give her a call Let her know you're thankful for her giving you life no matter how bad you think your life was or is Main part of life is living Being able to wake up is a blessing Your mama gave you the opportunity to live Never forget that